The beauty of the water astounds me
I wish the sun would shine on it like that every day
With the air smelling of ocean all around me
I will always miss these days…
Life and Its simplicities"Love is bigger than Macaroni" -FaytofavalonThe beauty of the water astounds me I wish the sun would shine on it like that every day With the air smelling of ocean all around me I will always miss these days… Walking hand in hand The snow touching my face I wish this day would last forever I wish we could stay in this place… I know you are all around me I hear your voice singing to me where have you gone? where are you? I turn my head to find nothing in it’s place why are you teasing me like this? I miss you more than anything… I wish to see you my love my darling… I remember your voice singing so sweetly in my ear… I hear but cannot see where have you gone? I see the prints you leave behind The trace scrawled across the floors…. Where are you? My falling star… Where are you in the sky? Your beauty astounds me and I am awestruck at your sight…. where have you gone? Shine your light across the sky So I can make a wish to spend the rest of my life with you Its me again! I get quite a few reposts quite often… Don’t me afraid to follow me!
Its me ;> I have never really been good at stating my thoughts When I try to say such things like how beautiful you look today it always comes out wrong… But more than anything these words always cross my mind… These words do this all the time and I hold back when I feel like I should say it most… I wish to say them… But I don’t know how to state what my mind is trying to say… Even though you hear me say this all the time… Pay attention to others you don’t need to worry about me Or when I say… I will be ok I will be fine More than likely I won’t be… More than anything else when I say… Go hang out with your friends don’t worry about me I want to be with You more than anything and that’s when I am feeling horribly lonely and when I miss you the most… I haven’t been on tumblr in quite some time… The main reason is is that I don’t even have a computer anymore so I am letting you know that I won’t be on so much…. I am sorry to say but I started writing in journals again because of this because… it’s easier? I keep it with me always… I will return someday Tumblr…. You will just have to wait… Be back soon… Hiroyuki Where to liveSo right now I am not presented with a lot of choices… I could go and stay with my cousin, crash in my car, crash on random friend’s couches or do other such things. I hoping to get a job soon that will make it so I can actually pay bills and LIVE. I could get unemployment for a little while but it’s only for a little while… so I am just going to do what I believe is best and work my way up from there. It’s going to take time no doubt but it isn’t impossible for me. If only I knew where I was meant to be then I would be where that place was… I am not sure what roads I am going to take all I know is that this is going to be a bumpy road and whatever way I go is probably the way it’s meant to be so I will be going down the roads to where I am meant to be. If only I knew…. knew where my life could be then knowing where it could be would give me a vision to see where I am suppose to go and what I am suppose to do with my life. Right now in life I guess I am gradually started to climb up the steep incline into areas that I am not sure where I am going. It isn’t very fun to not be sure what step is needed to be taken to continue onward… LifeSo I need to figure out the steps and to take to get from step A to step B I am going to go to school for Digital Cinematography and will either be attending school in Florida or will be taking online classes through the school. I don’t know which I am going to do but I will do either one of those. I now need to secure a job and keep working finding a place to live after living with my parents for a while paying things off that need to get paid. What next after that? I have no idea all I can do is wait and find out what I get to do. I need to take the necessary steps to get to that point though. |
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