I wanted to mean everything to you but that’s not how it’s suppose to be right?
Wanting isn’t always right and I am kinda realizing that’s what’s destroying my life.
I keep turning around wondering if I am doing anything correct this time
to find out that I am shattering my own mind
Walking down these stairs
wondering why why must I let myself die?
Why did I let my needs run away from me?
I keep finding them disassembled and broken each time
Cover these windows don’t let anyone see what’s going on the inside
Let yourself suffocate from the misery in your mind
Put your heart under the hammer
Let the nail pierce through me
You know it won’t make a difference
You are already bleeding covering everything with crimson streaks
Just let yourself die let yourself bleed in this pool of a dying life