Rant

So one of the most frustrating things I have noticed lately in life is… Rules.

It is something that really doesn’t always really need to be there but really is because we let it be there. Now I am not talking about rules in a sense that they are wrong. I am looking at it in the standpoint of that people set their lives so intently with them that they cause more harm than good because they feel they need to do everything I mean EVERYTHING exactly perfect. Recently in the past months I have noticed now more than ever that if we put on the chains of tradition and rules and do not really think about how things are changing today we will be left behind and alone.

So if that made any sense cool if not then ok :) I am just going to talk about life now.

:) I can say I think I pretty much like someone but still need to get to know this certain person more who tends to cancel on events quite often… or is sleeping in… or stuff… -_-

I love kittens.

They are amazing.

Lately I have been trying to think of ideas on what to do for multimedia work and all that has been appearing in my mind is a bobcat with a saddle…

I don’t know why.

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I mean I really do think that this person whom I am speaking of is really amazing but I need to get to know her more and not just jump into things and I probably am considered crazy by a many sorts of peoples…. I just thought about that xD

And I can’t get my hopes up too much because I tend to let myself do that and I let others get me to the point where they try snuffing my flame out because I start believin’ them so much with how they convince there is no way that person likes me. Besides this person I think already likes someone else and I think it would be stupid of me to let myself get hurt again :3 so I will just wait :3 that is and seems to always have been best for me lately.

So the last couple of days or really the last couple of months have been interesting.

First off I have been working about forty hours every week and that has been… fun actually I really enjoy it. :)

I have been doing other things as well :3 I recently got a macbook so I have been busy busy busy on it making videos and such and really haven’t found any inspiration for videos yet but i know I will I just need to put ideas on paper and after that they tend to flow pretty well.

I haven’t even thought about minecraftcon at all… I am horrible I am so busy with things lately that minecraftcon is at the back of my mind. I have numbers and ways to contact all of these people but just haven’t gotten to start meeting and such yet but hopefully I will be able to do that soon.

By the way if you have any movie ideas for me just let me know.

The last three days have been crazy. The power has been out a lot. It rains, then pours, gets really windy then all hell breaks loose. I find it….. fun to be honest I love excitement.

So maybe maybe I might be interested in someone. I just need to get to know her more… and that is going to take time. I am not in a hurry but I need to get to know her more to really determine if I will let anything happen or not. I really dislike not knowing how to react to someone. I am just not sure about things…  I think I will know in time though if that even makes any sense.

Oh and I am staying at Jesse’s house.

Well I hope you all have an amazing day. :) byeeeee

The other day

The other Day A guy came up to me and Told me he was Santa.

It was weird. I didn’t expect it xD but at the same time he told me that we are all like kids in our mind but our bodies are aging. it makes sense to me.

He is the santa on the news in New york every year xD and has done this for the last thirty years. :)

Harmony

in life is something people sought after and never find. Humans aren’t in tune with what is going on around them. Personally I have noticed that I am never in tune with the world. That I don’t always know what is happening around me. Relationships are hard to keep in Harmony. It is hard to balance things out. You could talk to one person a lot and then accidentally forget about another friend whom you then hurt. 

What’s the best thing to do?

Well obviously do your best and don’t try too hard xD