Rant
So one of the most frustrating things I have noticed lately in life is… Rules.
It is something that really doesn’t always really need to be there but really is because we let it be there. Now I am not talking about rules in a sense that they are wrong. I am looking at it in the standpoint of that people set their lives so intently with them that they cause more harm than good because they feel they need to do everything I mean EVERYTHING exactly perfect. Recently in the past months I have noticed now more than ever that if we put on the chains of tradition and rules and do not really think about how things are changing today we will be left behind and alone.
So if that made any sense cool if not then ok :) I am just going to talk about life now.
:) I can say I think I pretty much like someone but still need to get to know this certain person more who tends to cancel on events quite often… or is sleeping in… or stuff… -_-
I love kittens.
They are amazing.
Lately I have been trying to think of ideas on what to do for multimedia work and all that has been appearing in my mind is a bobcat with a saddle…
I don’t know why.
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I mean I really do think that this person whom I am speaking of is really amazing but I need to get to know her more and not just jump into things and I probably am considered crazy by a many sorts of peoples…. I just thought about that xD
And I can’t get my hopes up too much because I tend to let myself do that and I let others get me to the point where they try snuffing my flame out because I start believin’ them so much with how they convince there is no way that person likes me. Besides this person I think already likes someone else and I think it would be stupid of me to let myself get hurt again :3 so I will just wait :3 that is and seems to always have been best for me lately.