I haven’t been in the snow much.
The first day I was out in it…
Today I just couldn’t bear to be in it.
It reminds me of loneliness too much.
It reminds me how beautiful it really is but how cold and alone it is.
Numbness is what snow reminds me of more than anything else.
I have had a lot of thoughts on my mind lately.
Too many to really feel sane but I guess I need to fight to get somewhere, right?
I miss… love I miss feeling the joy in everything feeling like I am invincible.
I forget I am though that who is on my side can beat anything.
I didn’t go to work today I had to call in the roads were too dangerous.
It is suppose to be really cold tonight.
I can’t wait until spring… or the summer… for many reasons.
I am excited.
Poetry time i guess
The ice pierces my skin
pouring down my wrists
draining to the floor below me
staining the ground with the scarlet life within me.
Why do I feel lost?
Which way do I go?
I have been here before
walked by this stream of sorrows times ago
Twisting turning through the thorns in life
looking searching for the rose that called to me
Where can you be?
Where are you flower of beauty?
I have toiled and pained to find you to this day
why do you hide your face?
Am I too ugly to bear?
I know you are too fair.
