Time is twisting and twirling
falling between the cracks in the planet
it's life fading away
I hear the cries of the living
of life slowly dying
feeling everything with my heart
I see the decay of everything around me
the screams of ones lost
the dead moaning for love
if only I had the strength
to fight for another day
to do what I can
but what can one man do to make amends?
To show love to those around him?
To show respect for everything?
Music causes me to be in this harmony with everything around me... it makes me think straight and true and really gets me connected with my thoughts and my feelings....
The love of life and living is what drives me but at the same time it is easy to get off track which drives me crazy. I do it quite often and have to fight to go where I need to go.
Where am I suppose to be?
What am I suppose to do?
I ask myself a lot of questions and as them again to myself in time to see if any of these answers have changed. I feel like I am going to limit myself in what I am suppose to do.
Kinda failed at the getting up at six o'clock... Need to try more....
My thoughts feel so cluttered and what I thought was once organized is what really is a mess but I guess that it really is how people see things in the end.
My heart is crying out.
I wish I knew what to say.
I wish I knew What to do.
All I feel like I can mumble under my breath is
I miss you
It is something hard for me to say
a thing that tears me apart
causing tears to stream down my face
but it is something that is true
I really do miss you
I wonder what you are thinking right now
what is running through your mind
how you really feel
wishing if I knew you really cared
Someday I will be able to tell you face to face
but that day won't be for some time away
Blah I feel all blah inside and have been a mess.
The snow is melting.
I am going to miss the snow...
I am going to miss the beauty it shows...