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My mind is currently a mess and I don’t think I am able to think straight right at this moment. I don’t know what to say and I feel like curling into a ball and going to sleep. To me life is quite meaningless even though I can do videos and have fun after everything what meaning does it have really? to be known by a slight amount of population? I am not sure what to say at all and it mixes me inside.

I hear you scratching through the walls around me

Trying to get to me

I don’t know if I can stop you though

where have you gone?

I know you are hiding

Do what you should have done long ago

Let my heartbeat fall through the floor

Till all of the levels hit the bottom of the board

what is the meaning of everything? Why do I feel so empty?