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Today is Tuesday. I wonder what the new year will be like. Will I be in love? bah I have no idea so all I can really do is wait. -.-

Lost in the haze of the sorrow around me

Throwing my thoughts in the distance looking for hope

What is there for me to find?

Empty hearts shattered and destroyed

Fill this landscape my void

The place where I am alone

don’t you know

that you will never make it back home

from this wretched place inside of me

So darling you might as well be

Someone who runs away from me

Maybe Just maybe I will find love someday I have found sorry and hurt, envy and lost. Where is this love that people speak of? I see the love of Christ for the love of humans but where is this love that humans understand?

I feel sick. I don’t know what to think. I wish my thoughts didn’t effect how I feel but they affect me more than anything around me.