Today is Tuesday. I wonder what the new year will be like. Will I be in love? bah I have no idea so all I can really do is wait. -.-
Lost in the haze of the sorrow around me
Throwing my thoughts in the distance looking for hope
What is there for me to find?
Empty hearts shattered and destroyed
Fill this landscape my void
The place where I am alone
don’t you know
that you will never make it back home
from this wretched place inside of me
So darling you might as well be
Someone who runs away from me
Maybe Just maybe I will find love someday I have found sorry and hurt, envy and lost. Where is this love that people speak of? I see the love of Christ for the love of humans but where is this love that humans understand?
I feel sick. I don’t know what to think. I wish my thoughts didn’t effect how I feel but they affect me more than anything around me.