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Dying on the inside

I wanted to mean everything to you but that’s not how it’s suppose to be right?

Wanting isn’t always right and I am kinda realizing that’s what’s destroying my life.

I keep turning around wondering if I am doing anything correct this time

to find out that I am shattering my own mind

Walking down these stairs

wondering why why must I let myself die?

Why did I let my needs run away from me?

I keep finding them disassembled and broken each time

Cover these windows don’t let anyone see what’s going on the inside

Let yourself suffocate from the misery in your mind

Put your heart under the hammer

Let the nail pierce through me

You know it won’t make a difference

You are already bleeding covering everything with crimson streaks

Just let yourself die let yourself bleed in this pool of a dying life